as what i’ve said in my previous blog post, i was totally preoccupied with work. What makes it worst is due to the fact that my co-workers often seek favors to me. They ask me to relieve them for reasons in which some of them i don’t know if it’s for real. Actually there is this one nurse (Crazy Cat) here who frequently asks me to relieve her duty. Until some time i come to know the real reason why Crazy Cat wants to absent. Sometimes she just feels lazy she just sleep the whole day, most often than not she just party the whole night and drink. What the heck! Even if i’m being payed for the shift that i had relieved it is just irritating to think that u gave up your day off just for Crazy Cat to do things she like. She is such a spoiled brat and i won’t tolerate her.
Hey it’s been a while since i haven’t posted. I have been busy, actually i still am! All i do is work, work, work, day and night. I’m starting to feel like a robot. Everyday is just a routine. I sleep, eat, then go to work. Why is this happening? My life is so BORING!
Yesterday was the Christmas Party of the hospital that I’m currently working at. I didn’t enjoyed it that much cause I’m on duty that day. I was really busy yesterday cause we have several admissions and most of the babies are either premature or in hypoxia. I have to rescucitate some of them. Then during our endorsement I was called by a friend and according to her, my name was called in the raffle and I have a very huge gift. I had to went down at the lobby to claim my prize. I don’t know why I was frequently called in raffle draws. My co-staff says i’m so lucky but i think God really loves me. Want to know what was my gift? Another electric fan. LOL
Just got home from our Pedia Dept Christmas Party held at the Cookbook Restaurant. The ambiance was good, the food was over flowing with cholesterol that is why until now im feeling dizzy. Good thing that i had forseen what will happen that is why i half-filled my plate with vegtable salad, btw the dressing is superb! Aside from the veggies almost every dish is pork. Argh! And there is this one that is so smelly, they said it is made up of fish (i forgot how it is called) but it looks like leche flan (what???) anyway whatever that thing is called i super hate it! The games were a bit old school but because of the Dr. Vaccine the party was fun. She really is the life of the night. I was not lucky to win at games but my name is called in the raffle draw. Not bad eh..
To sum all things up, i got home with a gas burner, desk fan, and a pair of pretty in pink pajamas..Ü can’t wait for the next christmas party that i will attend at.
So im thru with evil co-workers who loves to point at others just for the sake of escape goating. Now its all about gossips. Chismis (rumors) are so rampant in this hospital to the extent that,, i think im getting used to it. Haha. During endorsement, chismis about anything under the sun is included. From stories about who’s a single parent, to the hilarious mistakes that a co-staff created, these rumors spread so fast just like a blink of an eye (lol). But i guess these things are inevitable.
I just think of gossiping as a childish stuff. Maybe they do it as a means of entertainment or a defense mechanism. The popular gossips are about the mistakes or as they say it “katangahan” of another person and i think those who spreads this kind of rumors are insecure (another lol). It serves as a defense mechanism for them to feel good for themselves because there is someone who is more “tanga” compared to them, where in fact i think that they don’t have the right to act like that for nobody is perfect, for sure once (or maybe a million times) in their duty they made a mistake. Masyado sila nagmamagaling.. Harhar
For now, as far as i know, there haven’t been a rumor about me (shocks! Unbelievable. Lol). But then even if there is, i will just do my job and continue to nourish my knowledge and emotional growth. =p
Early this morning during my shift in NICU i was doing the routine task. Then the doctor showed up to do her daily rounds (i will just call her Dra. Pretty since she’s cute and bubbly). Then she asked me to call the local line in pedia ward and ask if she have patients to be discharged. I followed her and called, “nurse unbecoming” answered the phone. Then i asked if dra. Pretty have patients to be discharged, i repeat whatever she says so that dra. Pretty will hear it. Then our conversation ended. Dra. Pretty wrote orders in charts then proceeded to the ward. After an hour nurse unbecoming called and then passed the phone to dra. Pretty. She said why i didn’t tell her about this certain patient that is to be discharged. I then got confused for i know, and my co-staffs here at NICU knows that i just repeated what nurse unbecoming said. Then i justified myself. Dra. Pretty went back here at NICU and personaly asked me. My co-staff nurse gay-echusera said that he answered a call from nurse unbecoming and it is about that patient to be discharged. Too much confusion!! Nurse gay-echusera is a guy and i am a girl, my voice does not sound like a guy, nor nurse gay-echusera’s voice sounds like a girl. Duh! Dra. Pretty said why would nurse unbecoming mention my name and said that i was the one whom she endorsed about dra. Pretty’s patient where in fact nurse gay-echusera was the one she spoke to. Hmz.. Nurse unbecoming is my batch mate, we entered this hospital and trained here together. Dra. Pretty clarified that she is not angry with me, it’s just that i should be careful with nurses like nurse unbecoming whose fond of blaming others to cover up for her own mistakes.
I hate OB and Pedia that is why when i got to learn that i was assigned at NICU i some how felt bad and today is my first day at NICU.
I am not one of those girls who express how they find those itsy bitsy babies super cute (duh!) maybe because i am the youngest child and i get easily irritated on how babies cry, how kids ask stupid questions, and how they do stuffs just to get attention. And surprisingly, i kinda enjoyed my duty today.. (What!?).
I just realized that, one of these babies might be a famous person someday, or maybe some might give a big help to humanity. And being part of their lives – catching them upon their birth, suction their secretions, present them to their exhausted mothers, bathe them, change diapers, feed them – means so much. I mean, who would care to search for the nurse who took care for them in their first days of their lives (there may be none) but what is important for me is the personal satisfaction i get when i put these babies into sleep, make them feel comfortable and attend to their needs. It makes me feel great and it makes me proud because i gave my care to those who might be a hero in the future.
I am still not over Dr. Hunk because i guess he’s popular at hospital X where i am at right now. His middle child syndrome is still evident as he insult another staff nurse, which is by the way a personality disorder where in the middle child is said to do things to get attention. They feel insecure because they feel that many times they are being ignored.
But there is always a positive side in any aspect in life. A middle child is usually creative and artistic. They make a good artist or a journalist. Maybe the best blogger today could be a middle child then. Lol.
Does birth order really affect personalities? Oh well, let’s find out about that next time. And i will also ask Dr. Hunk if he’s really a middle child. Haha
A surgeon (Dr. Hunk) from the hospital that i am in is good looking. But behind those pretty face lies a moody personality. He’s funny but after a minute he’s bursting on fire.
My co-trainee was scolded by Dr. Hunk just because that doctor is in bad mood. Ofcourse i felt bad for my co-trainee cause she cried and felt insulted. To ease the pain that she felt i said to her that Dr. Hunk is like that because he has a middle child syndrome. Hehe. I don’t even know if he is really a middle child but after saying that my co-trainee smiled and then laughed at what i said. So i guess it’s effective. Haha.
