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I am so happy because I always wanted a baby girl and now I am about to give birth to a baby girl. Yesterday, We went to my OB for my monthly check-up and we had an ultrasound performed for fetal assessment. The doctor assured me that the baby is perfectly fine That gives me a relief. The Dr then asked me what gender do I want for the baby and I said “girl”. My hubby was also there and he said he wants a boy.

Sorry honey, but as what the ultrasound clearly tells us, the baby stuff that we will buy will be on pink.

Now, I am into baby girl names. What name am I going to give my precious one?

INFO: This stray cat was filmed in Turkey( Kızılsaray district of Antalya ) trying to reanimate his female friend who got hit by a car. Even though some people tried to help him, the white cat wouldn’t let them come near for two straight hours. Finally a vet arrived and took the injured cat. Sadly, it was too late and he couldnt resuscitate the feline.

All I can say is awwwwwwwwwwwww

i will shout ’till you hear my words of love
i will cry until the joys of loving you fills my eyes
i will stand until i shake your feelings inside

My blog title is soo plain and simple. Well maybe I can’t think of a perfect word to describe how I am feeling. Though there are some parts in my life that isn’t quite good, I can definitely say that I am happy. Yesterday, I celebrated my birthday with him *kilig* haha. It feels so good knowing that there is someone who cares and loves you. He’s the best birthday gift for me.

Days ago i was so emotional and my bf is having a hard time dealing with me. I probably made him go nuts with the things i said. Lol. I myself was kinda feeling weird. I know i’m going through a lot but im miss sunshine. Im the type of the person who weeps but go on with a positive outlook in life. But what happened was i became paranoid and cried a lot. I was begining to be a pessimistic which is not helping me nor my partner. After getting tired of crying i saw the box of duphaston. The drug that my OB prescribed me. I don’t know what has gotten into me but i just search the internet and discovered the reason for the drama. It says that the side effect of this drug includes allergic skin rash, abdominal pain, hemolytic anemia, alterations in liver function and MENTAL DEPRESSION. So the chemicals are taking over me, plus add the fact that a pregnant woman have hormonal imbalance.

After that we had a talk. He’s also freaking out and can’t finish his reports and stuffs. I made him worry to much. He is by the way a 5th year engineering student and his prelims are on next week. He said that everything that he’s doing is for us. Aw sweet! He may not always talk about how he feels, most men are really like that, but he’s expressing it with actions that made me guilty because i know im stubborn at times.

Im trying to control my mind and not to let emotions to take on me. I have to be positive because people around me are also affected. This is hard but i know God made this happen for a reason. And there is still a reason for me to be happy cause it’s our monthsarry today! Im happily inlove with a man, a real one this time

Grabe, if i would be asked to define my life i would say, its like one of those teleserye in a noon time show. I am always controversial but i never thought i would go far like this.

Im with this guy right now. He was a friend who eventually is at the right place at the right time when my heart was in pain. We kinda have spark and i really feel comfort, happiness, and love when im with him. And time really flew fast. It was june 26 when i bought two brands of pregnancy test, both became positive. So tadah! Im preggy! I texted him immediately and i got no response. I spent 3 hours in the bathroom and cried a lot. A lot of things flashed by my head. But the “usual me” slapped my emotions away. Ok, im always strong and should continue to be like that. I wiped my tears and acted as if nothing happened. I know i need to calm my self first before i could be able to make a plan. I did my chores, fixed my bed, brought my laundry to the shop and went to an internet shop to distract myself. Then i got a text message from him and he said he’s on his way to my dorm. Such a relief i almost cried. Good thing that every one is busy in the computer cafe and nobody noticed my tears. Then he came. We went out to eat and to discuss what to do.

We are not prepared for this. We talked about this a million times and still can’t figure out what to do. He searched for a doctor over the net and he told me we should go to the doctor’s clinic because i need a prenatal check up. And so we did at july 4. The doctor asked me questions, which i already have an answer. Im a nurse and im familiar with these. So that went pretty fine. I kinda got excited and is begining to think of how i would be months after. July 5, we became decided and with conviction we stand to pursue this pregnancy and be good parents. I knew we will be, of course, im not a murderer!

Sorry guys but please let me continue my story tomorrow. I can’t stay up late.

Last Tuesday i was invited to go to baliuag bulacan to attend a birthday/victory party of my friend. Since i don’t have any activity that day and the following day, i decided to go.

Just going there is exhausting. Its like as if its located in “ikapitong bundok”. We arrived in her house at around 8pm. After long hours of eating, chitchatting, and singing (a videoke machine is quite popular there) we decided to sleep. I woke up at 6am and its really relaxing to breath fresh air (i was born and raised up in manila and i’m used in urban life). After washing up we visited their farm. To get thru there we must pass a small bridge made up of bamboo. I was really scared because i don’t want to fall in the water that is beneath it. But i must go and so i did. Hooray! Hehe.. They have rice, corn, cucumber, papaya, calamansi, chili, and different other vegetables. They also have a garden with beautiful flowers such as daisies, yellow bell, santan, orchids and lots more. I was really tired so we head on to their nipa hut located in the middle part of their agricultural land. Near the hut is a well. After that we went back to the house and ate and ate and ate. Hehe. That place is great! I want to spend more time there but i have to go back home because i have to go to work. Awww.

I really like the view there, actually i prefer to visit these kinds of places than beaches like boracay. Because its much more peaceful and relaxing,, for me.

I was browsing the net to look for tips and tricks in playing pokémon until i stumbled in Pokémon Name Generator. I tried it and this is my pokéname:

Flarrino – i live in the veldts of Britain and my diet consists mostly of macaroni and cheese, Cherry Garcia (what!?!) and blood (rofl). I can walk on maple syrup. I can breath lava. I can spit 8-track tapes and throw bricks. I have a cellphone (wow, i’m a techie pokémon). I can breathe Mr. PiBB and puke Dr. Pepper.

It’s so funny. Why don’t you guys give it a try too.

Mobile phones, laptop, pc.. These are just some of the means to socialize. With Yahoo Messenger, Skype, Friendster, Chatron, and lots more, who would say that they are bored and without any friends and/or bf/gf?

Scanning community or networking sites is like a form of stalking but hey, it’s actually no different from surveying the party to check out the scene. After picking a target the next step is to win your persona over him/her. Share a few points of view, exchange mobile numbers, and there you go. If you win him/her over, good for you but if not, go find another one again. Goodluck! Lol.

The bad side is that, there is a possibility to get duped online. It is easy to exaggerate profile entries. It is easy to post pictures of whomever. And some are just photogenic.

For me, nothing beats the real thing. It’s better to kiss for real rather than exchanging “hmwah” or “tsup” in sms or chat. It’s better to talk to someone face to face rather than in webcam.

So you found a potential partner, a stimulus that activated the natural opioids in the brain that resulted craving and ecstasy.

They say that romance is processed in three areas in the brain. The first is the ventral tegmentum which is found in the transverse section of mid-brain at level of superior colliculi. It is said that it is the body’s central refinery for dopamine. One of the job of dopamine is that it regulates rewards. If you learned that you passed the board exam, it is the dopamine rush that is responsible for the delight that you feel.

The second area is the nucleus accumbens which is the collection of neurons within the forebrain that is thought to play an important role in addiction. Thrill signals that starts in the lower brain are processed in the nucleus accumbens via dopamine, serotonin and importantly oxytocin. It is said that oxytocin is the reason why lovers bind together. So increase amount of this could lengthen and strengthen the bond of a relationship.

The last ingredient for love potion is found in caudate nucleus. Located in either side of the head within the basal ganglia. It controls motor skills and responsible for brain’s learning and memory system. So this is where you learn to love a person and remember all the sweet moments that has happened, a reason to love a person more.

I can say that love can be due to these chemicals and brain function. But as i ponder on it, i just can’t help but smile because maybe the reason why God placed those stuff on our brain is that because He wants us to love and be loved.